knowing i won't want you, yet here i am missing you
have you ever missed the person that someone was before? someone who have never left but yet left without knowing? wishing that the person will go back to what he/she was before? difficult. almost impossible. even if it's possible, nothing will ever be the same again. painful isn't it? stab through your heart? felt like one huge chunk of it has been removed? numbing feeling in the brain? dunno what to do. can't decide. hope that huge chunk grows back with minimal scarring.
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