[how how how???!!]
arghhhhh arghhh argh... this is really bad. everyone seems sad. jc life is really sucky. miss the comparatively simple life back in sn.
let's begin with the work load. it's like much lighter to start with! even in the sec4 yr! it's like your choice to mug or not, unlike jc where you've really gotta complete your hw so as to fully understand what the hell's going on. not to mention the amount of brains you spend doing hw. dunno how many brain cells i've killed just by stressing them out.. poor them. and there's still the tests. wth.. altho im in arts and fully enjoying what im doing im still failing with dying colours! this is like a major crisis! i mean i've not gotten so low for my essays before, not that im usually good or something back in sn but this is really too much! like juz an 'o' level pass for all ur lit essays and bloody 'just pass's for gp! i can't take it!! losing so much sleep trying to complete all those pages and pages of essays! it's like back in the blissful sec sch days your essay would be considered average if it's 2 full pages long but now? it'll be considered trash. oh mannn... and MATH!! oh my goodness.. it's like amath all over again. i cant pass!! and tham says it's a mindset thing and i'll oversome it. mrs tan told me that all the time and guess what? the only 'test' i passed was the 'o's. one miserly test... sobs sobs..
then there's the relationship probs. i mean peeps? you've not heard of relationship probs till you're in jc man. what happened to the simple sn days??!! those were the days man.. when your heart was free from cracks. when you had a whole bunch of girls behind you and you'll feel like you'd be able to take on anything. right now in jc that humungous group is like down to a miserable few due to the stupid fact that jcs are all mixed. urgh. dunno how many casualties there are from sn liaos. and to think that sn girls are known for breaking hearts. hais.. everything was so innocent then! like all girls! what can you do with all girls?! the most act les only!! and with all girls everyone understands wth each other's thinking! this is terrible mans.. and being in a girls' school for 4yrs friendships don't really change much. how much can you change if there's all girls and you see the usual faces everyday? not much lors. and the moment you enter jc? everything goes havoc! this is madness.. changing more than in 4yrs. tsk tsk tsk..
got another minor thing to complain about. i mean minor compared to the above 2 lars. you cant be as mad as you like running around like an asyllum escapee. and you used to be able to sit freely and comfortably without any funny guy complaining that you're distracting them and that you had betta close your legs. urghhhh.. and you can be as rough as you like and that's ok. now when you're mad and rough, the guys look at you with that funny look. what's happening to my lifeeee???!! *sobs* *wails* *cries* arghhhh...

somebody save me...