"Nothing beats a first kiss"-Lucy Whitmore, 50 First dates.
i'm right ain't i? it's universal. the first is always the best. the feeling and everything is special and unique. don't you wish sometimes you can be be like lucy in the movie and start everyday with a clean slate? then you'd be able to enjoy the simplicity of everyday life again and AGAIN and never get sick of it. even when something bad has happened to you you'd never have to endure the pain for more than a day cuz you just won't be able to remember what the hell happened. then you won't have the pain of past memories, past hurts. you wouldn't have the difficulty of having to forgive. all you have to do is to enjoy the day as you have it.
or is this thought part of my naivete? part of my unwillingness to face reality?
no such thing would happen. and there will be no such person on earth who would be willing to make me love them all over again everyday. then there will be no happiness because what i thought i have will never be there because things change, life goes on, and as mrs ong says "time and tide waits for no one". no one would be bothered with a person who starts the day not knowing what has happened for the past few years. no one can bear the heartache of not being remembered, of you not being able to remember all the good times you've spent together. therefore you'll have 'no one' and life would be a misery.
sometimes, no matter how you try, you'd never be able to escape the reality of living. the meetings, the beginnings, the process and the bitterest of all-the partings. life's cruel and love's tormenting but all we mortals can do is to walk on...