Tuesday, May 04, 2004

quite shit day. so sianed ard. mw din join us for early morn chat today. prick and brendan were so sianed and tired at the tot of the geog test. then prick recieved a msg frm mrs saying tt she's sick and there wun be any test. haha..
today was the first day our class tried out the busking. dunno if it's considered successful.. dun think so cuz there's so few ppl watching. and all r frm arts so.. hais.. nvm. arts ppl more cultured yeas? hahaha...
was trying to catch fishes at the pond in the foyer. my class was like q excited over the fact tt im fishing. haha.. din catch any cuz the fishes were too fast and besides the net had a hole. the principal came so had to stop and get rid of the evidence fast. dumped the net sumwhere.. :p
econs lect was shit boring. slept alot. then realised there's like so much to copy so i rushed and the writing's like shit.
tried calling up paddle culture. turned out it's some residence and the woman who ans is like so freaking rude. wanted to tell her to fuck off but i suppose others r entitled to their bad days la.
had another long break thanx to mrs ong's absence. went to watch busking again. then too boliaos got nothing to do went to nexus. sat and chatted wif van, cq, kw, hy, gina and ym. waliaos.. everyone has so many probs lors. sch and luv prob r like the predominant kinds. hais.. and i dunno who to side in the triangle thingy! one's my bro, the other's my fren who's oso damn nice. juz let fate take it's course my frens.. hais.. saddening shit.
wad am i gonna do?? my frens r like having so many problems! wish i could do something to help. it's kinda sad seeing them down or worse, knowing that they feel down and blu while trying to act happy. fuck tt bravery lars. if u guys r sad i wanna be sad tgt wif u yeas? cheer up!
then had math remedial. wth.. like hafta stay back so late everyday lors. today's math remedial and co, tmr's lit reading session, fri... haha.. cant say. sat mite or mite not end up reaching home late! hais.. i've not much of a life to speak of mans.. mebbe tt's wad blogs r for. to read abt each others' 'lifeless' lives so tt we can all accumulate more life tgt..
hated math remedial. bluffed me. supposed to end at 6 he cont on to 6.30 and haven even finished by then. couldn't take it liaos and asked to go. couldn't pract much wif half and hr but i suppose it was betta than nothing. im chao sad cuz im still stuck at nan er dang zhi qiang! all my notes r so inaccurate! damn pissed.. i really really wanna play syf piece! arghhh..
had to go home myself cuz folks were at my gramps' place. was a lil lonely but sometimes u'll learn to appreciate such pockets of time alone. juz needed to think sometimes..

just a faded, thin line between love and lust...