[blow job]
read story bk till ard 3plus last nite then today had some difficulty waking up. haha.. went for co. waliaos.. suona so many din come lors! then only left leon and i wif no one to help us cover up when we make mistakes. hais.. end up da zhu was not as bad as i tot lars. huang lao said he understands suona's predicament(it being diff to master and still cant bring home to pract) and even praised us a lil. but wadeva lars.. frankly tot i did q badly. q demoralised. sectionals was q bad too cuz altho my accuracy has improved my notes r still rather shaky. hais.. q bek lars. :(
realised the 2pm xiao zhu was cancelled. no one told me!! so went for lunch wif ronnie, theng and kee wei then went ch sec for ventures. did a lil outdoor cooking. went to pick wood and leaves then kena ant attack. even got ant under my sleeve can! wth.. :p then had fire lighting. think eugene's q lousy still ask him to teach. hais.. wadeva lars.. tried doing mud chicken. tot he was doing it wrong but wadeva..
then daryl went thru 1st aid and confirmed the gadgets we were making. btw why do i always get to be the dummy??!! as if being quek's dummy for hrs on a go during the last camp we went to was not enuff!! i dun wanna be dummyyy!!!! hmphs! hais..
the other 3 din eat lunch so we were allowed to bishan there to it.(it's bishan! not nahsib!!) idiot daryl..(not toidi lyrad!!) haha.. tried the milk shake. it's ok lars.. y dun they haf choc milk shakeee??! it's a crime not to haf choc milk shake lors.. hais.. well anws.. it's still a gd recommendation by cai. tho i've no idea how much fats i've gained thru tt fatty looking cup of shake.. hais..
went back cat high. started nehing abt the sec4s' uni. haha.. so corny.. they were giving me the 'ur mad' look. decided we're not going for the red cross 1st aid course. wad an asshole lors.. make us find ppl! wanna use us to earn money.. wth.. bleah! therefore we're going for canoeing instead! haha.. q exciting lars.. but dunno how to tell it to tt stephen guy leh. neither daryl nor i wanna tok to him cuz he's a pain in the ass. bleah.. van lars. she can try crying on him. haha..
talked to the leaders abt ubin camp. think they're damn amused by the fact tt im scared of solo night. then wei sing JUZ had to say tt the site will be very deserted and full of ghosts!! still think it's so funnyyy!!!! sobs sobs.. haha.. but wadeva lars.. im juz numb now. and as i told cai, it's numb numb go there and dead dead go back. hais.. no choice. bleahh.. crazy woman still so excited abt it.
anws got a damn gao xiao and diao conversation wif cai and daryl today.
daryl: your first time ah?
me: wad?
daryl: issit your first or second time?
me: yea. first time la!
cai: huh? wad you toking abt?
daryl: pool la!
cai: sounds like...
*bangs wall* can imagine wad she tot we were toking abt. haha.. lammee...(la me) haha..
juz came back frm visiting gramps. got alot of tots.. feel damn bek. but cant do anything abt it. wth..

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