took my econs and math tests today and gp and lit yesterday. cham liaos.. im bloody screwed. gp did some freaking thing on 'colours'. freakin bad choice. damn. some farnie things happened in lit. peeps went mad. haha.. still.. goner la lit. cant quote much stuff. screwed too. econs? hah. laughable. bloody essay so freaking short. handwriting still so big. btw, same case fer gp. fuck. math? expected lars. upon 70 i juz wanna get double digit. hopeless. no mood to study geog. dunno wtf im gonna do to save my ass now. juz gonna f up everything. great. let's celebrate. mom's gonna make me drop a cca. not like it'll make any diff to the amt of time i put in my studies but doubt she gives a freaking damn. yeps. tt's it.
on a lighter note. i went to mug wif tze. she's mad. distracts herself unecessarily. still blames me. bleah. full of shit mans.. din even study frm wad i can see. hehs..
tired. wanna slp but haf geog to gao dim. no life. actually got la. life => morning wake up, wash up and eat, mug on the way to sch, mug in sch till assembly, test, break and mug again, test, go mug wif frens, go home eat and bathe, mug till 12, wake at 4 to mug, slp at 5.15, wake at 5.45 to prepare fer sch. shit. i wanna die. waiting for fri to go shopping wif pals. need da break mans. hais..