wednesday 160604
[guideys]
went to sch for carbon monoxide today(co! hehehe...) forgot to bring my reed!! haha.. lucky jing lao was there so he helped me make xiu a new one. ate some corn chips tt tasted like peanuts, courtesy of bernice. then ate so many sweets and this mars bar(this time courtesy of joan) tt i cant really blow properly. heex! dunno y i keep eating so much these days. sobs sobs.. crapped a lil but not in full swing lars. the guan yue peeps were q mad. went ard switching instrus. cant blow the di zhi for nuts! so shi bais.. :p then realised the reason y water always drips out when i blow is cuz i dun haf enuff control as yet. hais.. jing lao prob hinting tt i need more pract. sad case. anws everything was q slack and everyone was in the 'chilled' mode so pract today was q relaxing.(when i left they were banging on the drums. hehe..)
went macs to meet quek and wm. asked daryl along. MISSED QUEKY AND WEE MINNNN!!!! haha.. i dunno mans.. the feeling i have wif my guidey pals r diff frm those wif my x-classmates or whoever. it feels gd. missed em q alot.. sobs sobs.. nxt time got patrol outing we muz go okok?? hais.. ate at macs. recieved a few whacks on the head as a greeting frm the j2s. haha.. lamed until they wanted to ignore me and throw me at macs. talked! decided to go to the library to tok somemore. quek did smth stupid wif the note trick. we nearly died frm her dumbness. talked somemore at the library. wm and i were like constantly ganging up on quek. haha.. q nostalgic.. at this pt i muz say tt st nix gers r sparkly clean, cute, adorable and INNOCENT- totally angelic mans! hehehehe... daryl din dare to argue wif us on tt cuz scared kena bashed. haha.. gossiped. toked abt cf and old times. poor daryl isolated himself in a corner. sorry man.. kitty bro.. muahahaha.. went wif him to eat. waliaos.. sorry man wm! left u there wif spastic duck. gd thing she's slpy or else wm wuld haf kena raped le. heex! hais.. then anws most of the time after tt we spent chionging then cheryl and wm went home. chionged finish geog then walked to find more food wif daryl. kena cheated and bluffed. bleah.
went home. ate dinner. baked cookies. tried the 'it wasn't me' thing on my dad. hahaha.. damn funny.. then did foot massage on the oto machine. pretty cool but i found out tt there's smth wrong wif my right foot. dun care liaos la. my right leg's giving me lotsa probs. even got more bites and scars there. hais..

thurday 170604
[scratch scratch]
bites got worse. wanted to die. had this strong urge to skin myself to spare me frm the itch. mom had to help me put mopiko and gave me anti-itch medicine to ease the itch. hehs.. ate cookies and hotdog for breakfast. then noodles at 10.30. waliaos.. becoming pig man..
took bus and sent my maid to the agency cuz she needed to take thumbprints. couldn't be late. I WASN'T LATEEE!! got there 20mins earlier! haha.. anws she seemed so touched when i got her a cream puff. it's like "for me??". as in it's only a cream puff but she was so happy. it really shows tt the less u haf, the more grateful u would be for things ard u. gave me alot to think abt- my standing in life, my taking of so many things forgranted and all. hehs..
got back frm the agency. realised i've pw! forgot or totally din noe abt it!! so chionged to sch after bathing. now in the com lab.. crapped ard wif my pw ppl. muz be the hol spirit. everyone seems q relaxed. hehe..
anws got ortho later. gonna leave this place at 3!! betta siam soon. hehs.. :p