hais.. im damn down these days. the work load's getting unbearable. i cant seem to really finish anything and the work keeps coming in. it's fun in sch cuz everyone's there to share the pain, but even we're showing signs of stress already. at home it's worse cuz no one understands my predicament. my mom keeps saying she 'knows' and she 'understands' but i MUST blah blah blahh.. wth.. truth is, she doesn't. i cant stand it. the grp jokes ard and plays everyday but tt's juz to make the stress lighter. im damn scared one day it wouldn't work anymore. i dunno what to do. i dun even think crying will make me feel any better. i think im trying my best but i dun think i am cuz everything is so screwed. to add on to that i keep thinking abt stuff i dun wanna think. stuff that i know i cannot do anything abt and continue feeling bek abt. i tot i've settled em but now it's hitting me when im down. i dunno what am i gonna do. everything's a total mess. im juz glad my clique is there. it gd to know ppl r there going thru the same things as u and giving u moral support. hehs.. hope everything becomes betta. hais..