Thursday, July 01, 2004

juz found out frm my mom tt my grandpa's condition's gone worse. not thinking properly. like u noe.. toking crap. it's terrible. i mean no one wants to end up too weak to walk, having incontinence and on the way of becoming an imbecile rite? it's juz fucking wrong. and to think he sent me for tuition on a motorbike juz last yr. how cool's tt? and now all that muscle's like wasted and he's juz too weak to even hold anything properly. sometimes i juz hope everything will end faster so he wun hafta suffer all the pain and humiliation. i noe there's humiliation. to be seen like tt by all the neighbours and frens. anws i think i shuld juz shut my trap. i probably dunno wad im toking. crap.