urghhh.. damn bek. mom wants me to drop ventures and a sub. it's juz damn freaking annoying lars! wth.. went to speak to all my teachers and the p and vp. shit mans.. lim and dalgit were the most understanding. surprisingly. rite now i juz think the f*cking p and vp are bloody full of crap la. no wonder aj forever stuck at 6th. mebbe if they would juz change the heads.. hehs.. ex-sn pupil.. disgrace.. xiao zhang would be ashamed. damn crap.
spoke to some ppl abt it. at least there's ppl who still think there's hope or well.. dun crush and deflate my self-esteem by making me think im the biggest idiot on earth. screw it mans. as russell says "nobody can make u do smth u dun want to". and thanx to hui fen for giving me a lil hope but i really dun think ill be able to keep 4 subs.. mebbe it's for the betta lars. mebbe im over committing. but i really dun wanna drop ventures. i mean crap. i've spent so much effort, time and money there and i like it like 30% more than co. urghhhh!!! howww?? wth. damn messed up.
and there's still some crappy bek thing going on. damn shit. but i think it's more or less cleared. hais...