cheryl has alot of thoughts she wants to express now. see all the couples in my school, i wonder if love is just a an ideal and wonder if how many are truly even in love at all. are all those people just following trends? or perhaps only one likes the other and not vice versa? perhaps for many it's only lust, or infatuation. perhaps only a handful truly love each other. in any case, i suppose it's pretty sad and heartbreaking for those not in the last category. it's terrible and wrong you know. to go into something with so many hopes and dreams then end up with a gigantic heartache. sigh..
in any case, cheryl's staying away from any heartaches at least until uni, where people are more likely to think straight by then.. hope the guy i end up with, if i do in the end, is compassionate and happy. i don't care if he's a joker or some nerd or whatever. in truth it's only the inner self that matters. hais.. cheryl has an ambition to be a social worker or psychologist! :)