the joker
funny person is he
grinning foolishly on the outside
making people laugh at his funny antics
yet, no one knows for sure what he's thinking.
hurt, pain, misery
all kept within
a mask, a seal
to keep himself intact


it's been a depressing weekend. one of those times you feel like all that you've done accounts for nothing in the end. one of those times you feel especially miserable and helpless at the doings of fate. hehs.
but of course, there's always some positivity hidden amidst the negativity. felt that we've grown closer as ventures. being there means alot especially when you're down and out together. thanks to cai for walking around to get some frsh air. willy and ivan for some old ppl's advice. :) daryl whom just chatted on and on without needing much of a response and hanging around within reach. basically everyone for hanging together as a group. to bridge and tower, as long as we know and prove that we are the best, we don't need anyone else to justify it for us. and yeas, to holy, all those judges and hq, FUCK YOU. cheers!