you know the saying "do what you like and you'll never have to work a single day"? well that's just nonsense. as much as i like my suona, i still do need a break at times, as much as i like reading or sleeping or hanging round the internet i do actually get sick of it. sometimes too much of a good thing can be a bad thing and sometimes the thing you hate doing most is just the thing that you need.
life is a good thing. but too much reality makes one cynical and pessimistic. daydreaming can be good, but too much makes you despise the life you have.
this monotony is painful.

The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life