can't bring myself to do my homework... zzzz... i suppose only when im desperate do i get things done. as in the case of me and all the others desperately rushing all the camp stuff. kinda funny to think about it. hehe..
im sleeping too much. im like sleeping around 10hrs a day? how piggy is that? thanks to my shitty sleeping habits i keep getting headaches. my fitness have also gone down the drain. dunno how im gonna survive during scouts pt. will probably become laughing stock. hahaha... so much for the tan. common misconception that tan equals fit. lalala...
cant understand why some people seem to like doing things they dislike. i mean if you dont like it dont do it! no one's forcing you to! no one's forcing you to be nice to others, no one's forcing you to listen to what others have to say, no one's forcing you to stay up late to do work (i mean c'mon! this is the hols!), no one's forcing you to go for training/practice, yada yada... so is this a responsiblity kinda thing? or is it a oh-no-i'll-feel-terrible-if-i-don't-do-it kinda thing? see here, if you wanna do it, like it. if not don't do it cuz you'll fuck up one fine day. uhuh.. take cheryl's word for it.
lee just asked me "what's the point of worrying". worrying makes you worried so you'll get things done. which is true because im starting to imagine all kinds of screw-ups that might happen during the camp and trying to remind myself to bring this and that. muahahaha...
right now the festive mood have already started creeping up on us. we sorta know it's there but we just keep our backs turned towards it and suddenly one day it finally reaches you and hits you full force in the face and all the average human will say is "oh it's christmas again!! where did all that time go??" yeas.. cant wait for it to come full force though. even though we dont exactly celebrate christmas it's still nice to be amidst the festivity. you get this sorta warm feeling you know? hehs..
here's a bit of trivia. think it's lucky to kiss under a mistletoe or whatever? think again. the mistletoe is actually a parasite. it sorta wraps itself arounds the tree and grows and grows and sucks the miserable tree dry. ignorant olden-day people. so much for kissing under a parasite. poisonous one at that. the berries are totally inedible. bet there's many a weary traveller who chanced upon a mistletoe berry ("ooh nice red berries") and the vicious plant poisons the poor bugger silly.
i realise these are mostly nonsensical ramblings so i shall make myself scarce. hehe..