this is great. feeling sick from sleeping too much. boring myself to tears. totally lagging when it comes to homework. probably cant make it for co camp. (not that i want to go cuz it's not even a REAL camp in the first place- no stay-over) not to mention it's an exchange for guides camp which i predict we'll work like slaves but cant back out cuz i promised the YAs. (besides i haven't really gotten over the fact that sngg cancelled the combined meeting last minute and i am still struggling to find a new school) scouts camp is next week and im not even prepared. (generally this is the unprepared-something-is-going-to-go-terribly-wrong feeling) my bloody schedule is packed with more than 10 co practices. (in case any miserable bugger out there starts to think "oh shaddap!! how bad can practice get??" i must stop to mention that one practice usually lasts about 4 hours non-stop and if you're lucky you might even get several scoldings and rotting fingers to go along with it. HOW FUN!!) TEN! how wrong is that?? there's even one on the 23rd!! 1 day before xmas eve and 2 days before xmas. and i think there's another one on the 30th or something (we're not even allowed to enjoy the remaining bits of our holiday!!) crappy SYF.. and there's still my bloody ZERO hour CIP which i'd better do something about. (im getting a headache just thinking about it) so many things threatening to screw up!! arghhh..
ok. you must think im probably ramling on and on and on just for the sake of it. truth is I AM! it's my blog and i can write anything i want on it! too bad. bloody hell.. this is worrying now to think about it.. urghh..