nothing much to report about. life's pretty uneventful these days considering it's the xmas holidays and all. went to church with prick, tze and sal on xmas eve after a sinfully long while of not attending church. don't get me wrong. as much as i enjoy attending sevices due to the spiritual satisfaction derived, there has always been those objections from my family.
anyways, spent these few days mostly with my family. xmas is a times of joy and giving after all! much of what i possess are from them and thus it's probably only right to spend this season with the ones who've given so much yet recieved so little.
besides, elders are, as the name suggests, elders, and they probably have lesser time left on Earth than we think, cuz usually it's the ones you love the dearest who you'd feel you've spent too little of you time with when they're gone for good. too few of us actually ppreciate what we have until we've lost them.
went shopping at bugis yesterday with the lau clan, had dinner at old kallang airport food centre, visited my grandma, whom, as usual was very glad to see us. i promised to visit more often. old people don't last as long as we expect them to. the present is what matters most, future things can wait.

these are what i personally consider the most fearsome in life:
unknown, loneliness, rejection, not being someone to someone else, heights (dumb but true)