this is saddening.. so many of my pals are away on holiday this week. so lonely with so few people to talk to now. oh wells.. never mind. ill have the time to read, stone, study, hang out with family (esp now since my fav cousin's back from NZ), organise my stuff, catch up with old pals who are not away etc. might prove to be good. besides when their going away means more coke cans for meeee!!! ~grinx~ but i still wish they'd hurry GO and come backkkk!!

anyways i just moved something i posted yesterday to this post. it looked like a lonely post so i moved it here to give it some companyyy!! :)
"You. I don't know who I'm kidding. You will go away like everyone else. I feed myself sugar-coated cyanide with my stupid little daydreams of you. I can't love you because you can't love me. And you, poor dear, don't even understand what I mean when I say that."