Thursday, March 31, 2005

tune in to class95's "old school" at 6pm every evening. it's sweet. listening to adults reminisce about their old school days. makes me wonder if one day i'll be one of them. tuning in to the radio. probably class95 or smth. listening to maroon5 or britney spears (who'd probably have contracted aids and died by then) or hoobastank or whatever and find myself thinking about my school days. days where van changes lyrics to suit her liking(i'm a dick. addicted to you!), days where berton and micky sing songs at the top of their voices down the corridor, days where the non-math buddies will hang out in the reading room mugging, days where the morning support group sit and stone in the morning. many days. many memories.
oh yea. my maid got back with her bf. she thought he got married while she was away and had refused to call him. she found out that she wronged him somehow and have been talking to him since. long-dist relationship. awww..
have been thinking and reflecting on some things yesterday. looking at how i used to treat some people and a bunch of my friends treat others, i've realised that perhaps sn girls' treatment of other people ain't very kind. a lil self-absorbed maybe? nvm. i could be exagerating or over-generalising. hehs..
and i know some people who've been blog surfing around wanna know my feelings about what happened during co on tuesday. it's probably cruel and sad but necessary. whoever doesn't want to win? i've been expecting not to get into syf on my part so it's not exactly shocking for me but i guess for some others it was rather devastating. missing out on friday practices for the next four weeks=seeing some of my gy buddies one day less. missing out on the experience of a syf. perks include another day freed and still getting the same amount of points as the rest cuz of backup. yeas.
i guess that's it for now. dunno what to say and at the same time don't feel like saying much either. it's been a pretty bad week with undone work, a depressed cca organisation and certain unwanted feelings i don't wanna dwell too much into.