i watched this jap drama called new 'high school teacher'. something i bought on thursday. not fantastic tho the protagonists were kinda hot. helped that they had sex. wahahahaaa... not not NOT worth the 27bucks i tell you. typical sad jap drama with one sick protagonist. got worse at the end. JUST slightly better than the sappy korean sort. sighhh..
after 2 days of break i'm bored already. exceedingly. trying to persuade marm to bring me out tomorrow. needa get a decent wallet and i don't mind walking around as well.
yesterday's outing was cool even though tze couldn't make it. hehe.. visited the coz who's workin at new zealand natural ice cream and got treated to a smoothie and two scoops!! muahahahaaaaaaa... beach was nice too. not too many people. if you exclude the tents then it'll be fewer. sat on a skinny break water and watched the waves froth around the sides. picked barnacles which we found interesting and treated as pets for the morning. talked cock. really rocks. haha.. it's like you can say crappy stuff and no one looks at you like you're some dirty-minded freak. not that i am. listening to the prick and ozi makes me feel angelic. haha.. being in sn was better. lots of peeps were like that so almost everyone's cool. blouse-stripping, butt-showing, bust-whacking and all that shit. damn. truly nostalgic.. haha..
lots of my friends wanna get married. yeas. mebbe me too. but im not grounded enough. they say tauruses are stable creatures. my ass. look at the way i treat people and things. a few days, months, at most one or two years and i'm no longer interested. being single's good too. i mean being tied down to your family's good enough yea? don't need too much more. and in case you're wondering. yea. i'm going through a numb stage. i'm thinkin there're so many people i cared for, liked, admired and even respected but now? there'll always be a stage where one gets sick and tired of it all. all you wanna do is run away. cut all strings. anyway, all i really need are my family and a few friends. those whom you know will stay more or less. when your unstable, all you need is something you can lean on and bank on. something which you can invest in and reap returns. that's what i think.
and i've decided to stop reading horoscopes. well, attempt to stop reading anyways. i don't need anyone's suggestions on how to run my life. much less some star-reading bugger. as much as i believe in fate, i believe you've to have control as well. control as best as you can. no way i'm gonna let the stars which are basically balls of fire adverse influence on me and my decisions man. bleah.
oh yea. i've decided i don't like takuya kimura. he doesn't like yellow. bad taste.