haha.. i was readin susan's blog. seems really sweet. you know, her experience in tioman and all. sometimes i wonder when i'll get someone who means so much yet i'll be damn comfortable with. someone to experience the beauty of life and nature with. someone whose wit and humour and thinking i can relate to but yet not totally the same. someone whom i respect as a person and respects me in return. contrary to what i always say (in an attempt to convince myself) i'm ok with flings but what i really want is someone whom i can trust and love. bod and looks counts for nothing if i find someone like that. but i seriously doubt that i can find such a person that's why i get kinda envious when i see people who have. blahh.. feeling kinda shit everytime i brood over such issues. shan't think anymore! haha..

two cds i wanna get (amazingly, both are chinese!): the new ones by lee hom and guang liang (new discovery! his songs are nice!)