hah. haha.. im currently under dance n customes for rag. it's ridiculous. can you even IMAGINE cheryl dancing?? even the thought of it's slightly disturbing la. but after ONE practice session i found it ok. (other than some pretty tricky parts and the costume - some fish net stocking nonsense n TUBE. like wth.) in any case i've decided to stay for another 1 or 2 sessions to see how it might turn out then decide whether to stay or leave dance.
anws, we sent van off last night. it's horrible. like it seemed only days ago when we were sitting in the 4 charity classroom, van my fellow monitor making a helluva noise and pissing et off and discussing football with geks. just yesterday we were at the airport reminiscing about dudu and his cute antics and et's armpit hair and all those stupid stuff we did when we were still in the same class together 3 years back. really. it's times like this when you feel damn old and resigned to what life throws at you. im gonna miss van. it's bleedin australia for goodness sake. no more walking down the streets and spotting her and running to shock her by jumping on her, (there're only a few people i'd catch by surprise in this way.) no more getting the gang together with only a phone call and date set 2 or 3 days away, not as much laughter in gatherings in a loooong while. so sianed. van. blardie. if you're reading this you'd better turn the trousselier thingy we gave you every night you cant sleep and think of us AND use the top if you feel you cant reach an appropriate answer AND write in that book tze gave you EVERYDAY and think of every single one of us AND hang that collage prick gave you though it doesn't have the photos of the rest of us on it. (prick....)
yes. i've got that outta my system. now. about the sideshow. (main show's main show. impossible to get and forget) everyone's (with the exception of tiff) been telling me to go for it and call him and add him to msn or something. i know it sounds silly but i've been thinking about it. and this sounds stalker as well but i read his blog and friendster. and i think not. cuz i dun wanna go for someone i dunno. nor sincerely care about. or who doesn't really give a damn about myself. besides i've his feeling he likes someone else. haha.. but since i think he's been very nice about all the teasing and has been darn sporting ill most prolly make friends. hey! one cant have too many friends in uni yeas? hehs..