my gp died in his sleep! omg. he's like a damn nice guy la. not bad looking as well. and he's only 32! i feel so sorry for his family. especially his wife. can you imagine trying to wake your loved one up and discovering that he's cold and no longer breathing? and the whole night you've been lying next to the person and you could've prevented him from sleeping and thus dying. it's so sad lor. sometimes, i think the blessed and happy die earlier. that's in exchange for living a fufilling life. maybe there's this certain amount of blessings and happiness we can have. once it's reached we'll either die or live unhappily. :( in any case, i send my condolences.
was chatting with audrey today and she was talking about guys (which is like 80% of the time) and i thought while it's pretty depressing to have unrequited love, it also gives you a sense of wistfulness you see your friends who used to laugh along with you at couples attached at the hips blissfully in love. thing is, while ozi says i just need a guy, i simply feel uninterested these days. like guy, girl, whatever. nothing truly arouses my interest. generally, my conversations with my girlfriends goes like this-
gf: xxx is soooooo cute!! -gushgushhh- don't you think so??
me: no. ok only what. face, A's cuter. bod, B's hotter. brains, C's brighter. money, D has more.
gf: !!! but he's so hawt/sweet/nice!
me: ok la. for me, my expectations very simple. look decent, cap 4.5 and above, earns at least $600 a month and can support my spending can already.
gf: ....
there. sounds like i'm buying a pet. i dunno what's wrong with me. i don't even fantasize. which i'm still figuring out whether is good or bad...
anyways, this is an ad. EVERYONE! i'm looking for a sengkang buddy! preferably from arts, yr 1 or yr 2 and a girl! we can go to school together and study together! we can be BEST FRIENDS!! haha.. i'm driven to desperacy. sengkang is such a depressingly ulu place. it doesn't help that i live at the periphery where the only decent place accessible is jalan kayu prata which i don't even patronise often. grrr..
