Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Big Rock Candy Mountain by Harry McClintock
One evening as the sun went down
And the jungle fires were burning,
Down the track came a hobo hiking,
And he said, "Boys, I'm not turning
I'm headed for a land that's far away
Besides the crystal fountains
So come with me, we'll go and see
The Big Rock Candy Mountains

In the Big Rock Candy Mountains,
There's a land that's fair and bright,
Where the handouts grow on bushes
And you sleep out every night.
Where the boxcars all are empty
And the sun shines every day
On the birds and the bees
And the cigarette trees
The lemonade springs
Where the bluebird sings
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains.

In the Big Rock Candy Mountains
All the cops have wooden legs
And the bulldogs all have rubber teeth
And the hens lay soft-boiled eggs
The farmers' trees are full of fruit
And the barns are full of hay
Oh I'm bound to go
Where there ain't no snow
Where the rain don't fall
The winds don't blow
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains.

In the Big Rock Candy Mountains
You never change your socks
And the little streams of alcohol
Come trickling down the rocks
The brakemen have to tip their hats
And the railway bulls are blind
There's a lake of stew
And of whiskey too
You can paddle all around it
In a big canoe
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains

In the Big Rock Candy Mountains,
The jails are made of tin.
And you can walk right out again,
As soon as you are in.
There ain't no short-handled shovels,
No axes, saws nor picks,
I'm bound to stay
Where you sleep all day,
Where they hung the jerk
That invented work
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains.....

I'll see you all this coming fall
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains

darn cute song eh? anyone who wants just come find me! ill send it to u. haha..
darnnnn... i wanna go clubbing. bleahhh.. i miss that forget-everything-and-just-go-mad feeling. is anyone free this sat? we can go for the traffic light on at far east sq. just need a bloody break from thinking too much. blah.

Monday, January 30, 2006

my gosh. yong xue's so corny la. i came across this comment while reading his blog. "i dun feel it's cool when u put a stick of burning paper/leaves in ur f-king mouth. if u think it's cooler, try lipton." haha.. silly fella.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

here're more quizzes. shan't write too much of my thoughts since for this 5 days i'm writing em somewhere else. hehs..

You Are Mud Pie
You're the perfect combo of flavor and depthThose who like you give into their impulses
What Kind of Pie Are You?


Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other
What Element Is Your Love?


The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


Your Stripper Song Is

Super Freak by Rick James

"That girl is pretty wild now
The girl's a super freak
The kind of girl you read about
In new-wave magazine"

Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny.

You Are a Boston Creme Donut
You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.
What Donut Are You?


Your Observation Skills Get A B-
Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)And it takes something big to distract you!
How Observant Are You?


Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
koped this from prick's blog:
You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!

English

92%

Anthropology

83%

Biology

75%

Linguistics

75%

Journalism

75%

Sociology

75%

Philosophy

67%

Psychology

67%

Theater

58%

Chemistry

58%

Engineering

58%

Dance

50%

Art

50%

Mathematics

42%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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i just took the Princeton Review Career Quiz too!
according to that, my interest colour is RED:-
People with red Interests like hands-on / problem solving job responsibilities and professions that involve practical, technical, and objective activities. Red Interests include: building, implementing, organizing, producing, and delegating, which often lead to work in manufacturing, managing, directing, small business owning, and surgery.
and my usual style's YELLOW:-
People with yellow styles perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is orderly and planned to meet a known schedule. They prefer to work where things get done with a minimum of interpretation and unexpected change. People with a yellow style tend to be orderly, cautious, structured, loyal, systematic, solitary, methodical, and organized, and usually thrive in a research-oriented, predictable, established, controlled, measurable, orderly environment. You will want to choose a work environment or career path in which your style is welcomed and produces results.
here's something i took from jo teo's blog:-
"I think it is more important to be with someone who you can be yourself with than someone who is your confidante. They aren't the same things to me. The closer you get to know a person, the less you say because the more you know of the reaction. Even if I can't reveal my deep-and-not-so-dark secrets, at least there are no pretentions and no patronising. I just can say and do whatever I want."
agreed teo. totally. and with that post on sensitive people as well. yeps.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

cheryl didn't make any new year resolutions for the gregorian new year so i shall grab the chance now and make a few.
1) foster better relationships with my family and try to do my parents proud as much as possible.
2) maintain consistent grades once i enter the university (let's just hope i do)
3) "new friends are silver, old friends are gold. make new friends but keep the old." show stronger appreciation towards my old buds and perhaps try to renew old friendships.
4) friday IS officially "contribute-in-whatever-way-to-a-good-cause-just-because day". make giving without expectation part of my life.
5) stop joking around so much and try to attain some amount of respectability. (you're not getting any younger you know)
6) learn to SHUT UP.
7) maintain a optimistic view towards life (the world can still be saved!) and SMILE. :))))
8) THINK more, LEARN more. (though it might affect the happiness factor)
9) stick to my morals :- "honesty is the best policy" (cuz liars go to hell) and NEVER ever play or manipulate the feelings of people i care for.
10) practice self control and tolerance more often. this sort of control includes anger, jealousy, annoyance, pain etc.

well, 10 resolutions for the new year. a new year a new beginning eh? just as well i didn't make any resolutions during the gregorian new year. THAT new year has proven to be unpleasant the past few years. haha..
i'm darn bored....

Your Birthdate: May 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing


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Your Birth Month is May




Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.

You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.



Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.



Your gemstone: Emerald



Your flower: Lily of the Valley



Your colors: Yellow, red, and green



Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language


You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!


Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.
You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.


You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.


Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.


Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.
You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.
Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.
People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.

You are most compatible with: A and AB

Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter


Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content.
You value kindness and try to live by your ideals.
You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.

You respect truth and are flexible.
You like people, and they can readily make friends with you.
You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.





Your Seduction Style: The Natural



You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.

Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.

You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!

People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

cheryl's underpaid. cheryl's gonna quit in about 20 days' time. this is bad. how come it's always something that starts out gd ends badly fer me? ok. next time i hope i don't like you at first sight and remain that way for awhile before i start to change my opinion of you. those sorta friendships always last longer for me. in any case, as long as stuff is more or less solved and people hang onto something that we can decently call "friendship", it's good enough for me. i just don't want stuff to end on a sour note. i can't take it. it's rather painful to see people you once knew and were close to walking on the streets and pretending not to see them. i mean that sucks right? urghhh...
besides other than that i've noticed what i know of the real world is close to zilch. stupid, naive me. i'm finding myself wishing desperately to go back to that more or less safe and protected shell of life-before-work. where people don't scream and yell and basically throw verbal abuses at you and expect you to take it in a calm manner. where everyone comes from a more or less whole, safe family background. where people around you have seen about as much of the world as you and can maintain relatively positive, not-to-cynical view of the world around us. where people don't scheme and do sneaky things behind your back. and yada yada yada.... where is my safe haven mannn?? yes. this job have opened my eyes to the world. opened them freakin wide. but the harder you try to pry them open, the harder i'd wanna shield myself again it. urghhh... sad/horrible/lucky/tragic/happy-go-lucky/intelligent/power-hungry/lying/poor/ rich/insane/lazy/slow/tolerant/cynical/good people. i've seen them all and more in my colleagues and customers. sometimes i wonder if the exhaustion is a physical one or rather, a mental and emotional one 'cause, truthfully, i'm that sort that berton describes as someone who believes that she can still "save the world". sure, my quitting is more or less confirmed. just that perhaps, despite how much i loathe reality, i might still miss this job. bleah.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

i feel like such a hypocrite everyone!!! I DYED MY HAIR!!!! there have been mixed sentiments towards my new hair style. audrey's the worst. even before she's seen it she's alr told me to shave. ass.. the hair, in my opinion's ok. just that the price is something i wanna forget.
these days i've developed some sort of intolerance towards ignorance. it's quite horrible. i feel that way yet i feel mean just thinking that way. feel quite ashamed of myself and my character recently. urghh..

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

arghhh... my blood donation vein doesn't feel right. i think i over-strained my arm and now the vein hurts a lil. might be cuz i keep jabbing it with needles or smth then it became a lil loose... i dunno... hope it's in ok condition. newaes, i've work tmr. tired. stupid catching with the skinny boy today wasn't fun. ok. i lied. it was. haven't played that in a long while. anws, i'm damn shagged. yawns. nites!

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

kewl! new year's day's overrr!! i hate new year's days. i mean, they're generally bad for health. i haven't had a really enjoyable, correction, relatively happy, new year's day for the past 3 years or more. how bad can that get right? coincidences don't happen like that man.
anws, since i haven't updated much i shall do some updates on some major/fun events. I'VE GOTTA JOB!! yayness!! haha.. and i really like my job. i mean for one, my colleagues are really fun and likeable people. best thing about it's i have a clique! everyone wants tp belong somewhere everywhere right? that's why i'm haaapppyyyy!!! there's this diverse range of people and you can't imagine how much i've learnt about life and how lucky i am within these few days. i've come to realise all i have been in is this small, cooped up protected shell. bloody ignorance is unbelievable. yes, i'm sure i'm among one of the most educated ones but my knowledge of the world is zilch beside many of the rest. so much so that sometimes i feel kinda ashamed of my privileged background. bleah. ok. shall stop being sad. my clique!!! there's ANGEL, my buddy and a crazy woman who shares my thoughts (after all, great minds think alike! we're A LEVELLLL!! muahahaha...)and is my support. then there's michael and tian shun. tsktsktskk.. stupid asses. nice to bully but bad to be bullied by. bloody hell. played catching today at people's park complex with tian shun until my toes nearly dropped off. and kelly jie. retarded china girl. muahahahahaaaaa...
xmas was fun. one xmas eve in a veeeryyyy long while which i did not spend in church tho. nevertheless, that did not make it less fun. we went ktv whereby michael, kelly and one of the malaysian girls sang most of the time. speaking of malaysian. everytime i think 'malaysian' i can't help but think of van and kuan liang. dunno why. haha.. then played the bubble lift with tian shun. escaped somewhere where there's this hotel then we took the lift to the top floor then took back down. damn thrilling!! and the scenery's fantastic la! reminds me of the space shot! :))))) then we sat the boat. nothing much. but still something new. reminds me of the boat ride on the way to pulau ubin with the scout troop. except this one's at night and it's confined to the river. but still, it's fun. talked abut fishing and pulau ubin. then after the ride we sat along the bank and told stories. hehe... ohyarrr!!! i wanna go pulau ubin soon you hear meeee??!!! hahaha...
anws, i shall stop here and post this for angel. shall continue the trivial yet pissifying details of today later. angel knows liaos so i shan't waste time being stinky and go bathe. hehe...