Saturday, January 06, 2007

my latest darling is such a versatile actor. muahahaa.. actually,i think i'm developing an obsession. but heck, since it helps a little with my moderately depressed self now, i shall indulge myself for awhile.
matsuyama kenichi as L in "death note".

his antics are daaammnn cute. wahahaaa...

matsuyama kenichi as kawamoto yuji in "1 litre of tears"

matsuyama kenichi as shinichi okazaki in "nana"

matsuyama kenichi as katsumi kamio in "yamato: the last battle" (this might actually explain my sudden obsession with sailors to some of the raggers)

matsuyama kenichi as jochi in "the blue wolf: to the ends of the earth and sea"

quite hot as a normal person also just that he looks like he doesn't know how to wear his shirt properly. might as well not wear. hehee..

like sizzlesss...


to be honest, there's this sense of gloom lately. there are some events in my life which i really cannot get over. the worse of which are those i thought i have gotten over, only to be reminded once again that the wound is almost as raw now as it was when it occurred.
someone asked me if i've found myself. i can say i have, but what's the use of knowing yourself for who you are when your bearings in life are mostly lost. i guess that's one of my goals for the year (not that it's truly possible to set a time frame for something like that) - to find out where i'm headed to.
i shall end here before things get too depressing.