Monday, June 18, 2007

arghh.. eating like a pig lately! my bottoms are tight like crap nowww!! howww!! they'll bring me to the slaughter house soon and make me into ba kut teh. boohoooo.. i'm scared!
oh yea. i'm working! haha.. for 4 days at communicasia for some company called terra services. sigh. i hate working but what to do? 7bucks an hour. like a slave. bleackkk. and they're asking me to talk like a pro! mann.. i really think my speech skills are kinda bad. i talk like a child/compliant girl. can't! maybe that's why people think i'm push-over-ish.
and yes. got a tuition job as well. ENGLISH. SEC3! omg. why do i feel like i'm gonna freakin screw up? i'm quite nervous actually. but i need the money. good thing is, it's walking distance from my place! like, less than 150m! wahahaha..
i really wanna drop the rag soft tech ic job. it's a serious burden unto me. i don't even have time to rest, much less do my judo stuff properly, MUCH LESS RAG. long before i (stupidly) committed myself to rag i've put the judo com stuff as a priority already. shits. in any case, i'm more comfortable with the judo com and i'm happier doing stuff that come with being in the com. worse thing is, i don't know how to break it to the raggers. how pathetic.
oh yea! i love chicken wings! that's my latest obsession as my doughnut one's slowly fading away. hooters chicken wings (a new favourite!), chomp chomp chicken wings, sn chicken wings etc! (no wonder i'm getting fat. yucks.) haha.. i hope renjun does a good job with the chicken wings next friday! i think chickens are really quite sad. cause most of them die just because of their wongs. sad chickens! haha..