sarah requested that i update so here's one..
it's in the dead of the night and i can't sleep, mainly cause i've lost my latest paycheck. i've been pretty absent-minded of late, losing pens, markers etc, but a $432 cheque?? that's just unacceptable. and more i think of it, the more i feel my socialising skills are going downhill. hanging out with kids all the time must have caused me to become rusty at this. their job is to listen to me and i can order them around, so not much practice these days listening or compromising or being witty or entertaining. AND i've been feeling like quite a failure thanks to shit grades (which my parents have yet to find out about), kids getting shit grades (and their parents complaining) and knowing MORE non-artsy people who write MUCH better than i do even when my job as an arts student is to write. ok. i shall stop here. this is basically a depressing post meant for me to mope. sighh..
on the bright side, i'll be going shopping and drinking with dev the wed. desperate for a drink to clear my head.