i've learnt alot today. frm the civics talk and frm our chat wif mrs ong. feeling quite heavy wif tots now. i dunno if it's a gd or bad feeling.. hehs..
today was quite fun! haha.. drinking coffee is gooooddd!! it's been promoted to my fav drink. kept me awake for the whole day man! i noe it muz be the coffee cuz i felt so damn tired for the first 2 lessons until i had break and drank coffee! it's a gift frm heaven man!! ~muahx~ i luv coffee!! :)
felt so good today. im focused and all. got so much energy thanx to tt drink man. ~grinx~ only bad thing is tt i flunked my freaking econs essay damn badly. heng im not the lowest in class. phew... but expected shit results lar. who ask me nv put in enuff effort in the first place. hehs..
during break hwei and i were hugging and acting les. mr tham saw!! so embarrassing!!! ~throw face~ :p he muz be thinking we're a bunch of weirdos. haha..
talked to ed abt SOMETHING. while queing for lunch. muahahaha.. psch peeps will noe soon! ;)
think we're gonna change gp teacher. mrs low. she's not as xiong as dalgit and class is more relaxed and less stressed up wif her ard. ill miss dalgit tho. she's a very gd teacher and altho i like mrs low, i think our results will be betta wif dalgit teaching us. hais..
had geog. mrs ong talked alot abt morals and all. said youngsters shuldn't go for foam parties cuz it's so dangerous. told us abt her 2 sons and her love for them. said tt she only wants 2 kids cuz she only has this amt of attn to gif and if she had more it'll be unfair to them.(totally changed my mind abt having more kids if i get married man. hehs..) she told us tt parents love their kids and we must forgive them when they scold us cuz no parent likes scolding their kid and even when they accuse us wrongly we muz forgive em cuz no one's faultless. she spoke of passion and the need for love, hope and faith in our lives. i dunno.. it may seem very dumb written out so plainly like this by my hand and i also noe many alr noe all these deep inside their heart but when it's spoken out loud by someone who's more experience and seen much more than ourself, it truly has more meaning and dept. and there's still the stories mr ricky tan told us...
i've tot abt it and im really sorry for hurting ppl whom i love and loves me back in return. i cant say i din do some of those things in purpose cuz there are some things i do out of spite. but im really sorry and apologise for making such ppl sad, esp my parents. i promise ill try my best not to be such an ass frm now on and appreciate such ppl cuz they're hard to find and im scared of losing em... :(
wrote all those stuff down in my notebook cuz it meant alot to me. will show u guys some day k? ~smilex~ :)

it's the people you care about and love most that will hurt you the deepest...