really dunno wad's wrong wif me. i really dun haf even a freaking strand of self-control. fell aslp and kena caught 4 times today. once in geog, once in math, once in gp, once in lit. can break record alr. and it was juz yesterday tt i promised myself to get a hold on my life. i really dun wanna drop any sub. gotta buck up!!
today things were pretty down. as in there wasn't much life as compared to normal days and all. or perhaps it's juz because i was too tired to play anws. hais.. sometimes u've juz gotta smile and take things as they are.
got scolded by dalgit and diao-ed by tham. crap.. they muz be thinking 'do so badly alr still wanna slp!' damn sad and disappointed in myself..
oh yea. got cheated by mark today! stupid mark!! hmphs! but it was pretty funny lars! haha.. woke me up and provided some entertainment to the grp. :p
anws the cca dilemma is hitting me q badly. realise co and ventures has a very small chance of coexisting tgt. esp on saturdays when co ends at 2 and ventures start at 12. and mebbe one of the reasons im screwing up badly in my studies is cuz of the fact tt i haf 2 core ccas. wth. as much as i luv suona, as much as i enjoy spending time wif the section, as much as i enjoy playing wif the whole orchestra and as much as i wanna be in syf, i think co wuld be the one ill drop. i dunno..
i also dunno wad the hell im doing slugging ard like this, thinking useless tots when i can be doing more constructive things. gotta focus! gotta sort out my work. i hate this. wtf. i feel so screwed and sorta helpless and dunno wad to do. hais..
True love hears what is not spoken & understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...