friday
didn't go school. went to the doctor's instead cuz of what happened on thursday's pe. got tired after some light exercises-2rds warm-up (the usual), 4rds under 10mins (easily done on normal occasions and jumping exercises (shouldn't be THAT tiring). lynn had to add on to my worry by mentioning her friend who sweated alot after some light activity and on her teacher's advice went to visit the doc who diagnosed her with LEUKEMIA!!! like wth? understandably i got quite freaked especially when my mom reminded me of what a junkie lifestyle i lead and "not everything you eat comes out! especially the more toxic stuff!!" so anyways, i went to the doc who said that he can't tell what's wrong with me as yet and some airway problems are usually quite subtle and and difficult to spot at the beginning and asked me to go back to him if thing get worse. in other words he's probably thinking im paranoid.
so i went for a haircut and then went for co (was pretty worried about getting caught by my subject teachers. hehs..). practised a lil with sarah and zhiwei then went for the payco thing. payco's paying us 50bux each for just that two lines. in case you're thinking "hey! that's pretty worth it!", it's not. we counted. the number of hours we spent there adds up to more than 20 and that amounts to around 2bux an hours. even working at macs earns you more.
oh i lost my balance in the mrt train while laughing hard at benice and backed into this guy and stepped onto his toe. and while laughing at myself on the way down the steps at the train station i fell and continued laughing some more. what a loser. and now my ankle's feeling pretty sore. sighh..

saturday
went for co in the morning. (see the pattern?? my life's beginning to revolve around co. on the expense of scouts. but wth. i'm probably gonna stop scouts soon to concentrate on my internal cca anyway.) fukang was conducting cuz huang sheng wasnt there. was pretty stoned cuz im not a morning person and i've 6hrs of sleep the night before and it's a bloody saturday morning. arrived to see sarah and zhiwei happily chatting so i sat and stoned more since my presence was not needed especially by 2 disgustingly happy people in the morning. im not grouchy ok! there were so many other groggy-eyed people around too! wei quan and the 2 cck corny suona people came too. mathew and yao sheng conveyed some negative sentiments about my new haircut. (it's ok what! everyone else seems to think it's alright. nehnehpoopoo..) fukang let us off early cuz we stayed till late last night and had to come for co early in the morning and had to got to vch after that. not bad. quite understanding. haha.. so we went macs to eat.
benice and i have agreed that the cck co peeps are damn interesting. haven't met people like em before. smart and talented and beng and chinese-speaking yet their english is still pretty ok. nice too. contradicts our initial idea of 'beng'. anyways, got food for my new darling (qi ling) and valerie and kee wei. haha.. and i found out rui na's from rg!!! and she's honey honey's friend in the prefectorial board. my goodness! how come rg prefects so corny one? haha..
the rehearsals at payco were kinda slack. slacked around every time after we finish our opening 2 lines. hehe.. had free food some more! yayyyy! and we getta sit and listen to 'live' music in air-conditioned comfort. and chat and sleep. (though i didn't sleep much cuz i couldn't find a comfortable position. sad.) spent lotsa time with guan yue so there were some bonding taking place too.
real thing itself was quite alright though there seemed to be some technical probs and the ang moh emcee said something in the wrong sequence. huang sheng's so cool on stage though off it he looks like any ordinary uncle. benice called it something but i can't remember. lalala..
anyways, after the performance most of guan yue plus yeoks and inlora and kee wei went for a stroll. must admit that all in all everything was fun and i was pretty enriched on the ongoings behind the scenes behind and during a concert.
and i've found out that many many people have an endearing side to them. the best sort, in my opinion, is that kind who're nice to people unconditionally. you know, that kind that even if they stand nothing to gain from you still treats you well? yeas.

sunday
sighhh.. manage to finally get myself off the bed at 11am to use the toilet and get some food. ankle's still feeling sore. going 'jalan jalan' with my family as my maid, liz, puts it. shall visit ivle to print notes SOON.