ok. i reallyreallyREALLY hafta diet now. cuz there's this carrying part for the blardie rag dance and guan jie's carrying me. and i wanna help by making his load lighter. sighhh.. about dance, it's pretty screwy for me since me being me has stage fright and a major problem remembering steps (actually, a major problem involving anything that requires memory. sobs..)
on to oweek. honestly? im pretty upset that i dunno about half of the rumble people. besides which i've been under the impression that some of them really can't care less. shit. i really hope the chalet gets organised soon so as to ease my worries.. sighhh..