one of the things i really learnt after 6 months of work and nearly not making it to uni is if you wanna do something, do it well. or at least put in hundred per cent. if not there is no point in doing.
if you don't wanna put effort in studying, don't study. if you don't wanna put effort in your assignments, don't do. if you don't wanna play hard, don't join in the fun. if you don't wanna put in effort in maintaining a friendship, then don't as well. sometimes you wonder what's the point if you don't put in at least 80% effort. such a waste of time, money and energy. don't get me wrong, it's a general comment not aimed at anyone. can take it as ramblings if you wish.
sighh.. i wanna work. take my mind off things. maybe i'll do direct sales again for awhile during the 3 month hols. it's really a challenge to your mind and body but after going through it, you'll feel that more things are possible and at the same time grateful for the student lifestyle that we lead.