i don't understand why people do things that they don't want or don't like to be done to them to others. especially when the 'others' are people they call friends. honestly, i think this year's 0week's more fun than last year's, but altogether i'm not too happy about it either. some people should just reflect upon their behaviours instead of asking stupid questions like "are you very angry?" yes, you're in a position of authority. yes, you want to have fun and go crazy. but know that even going crazy has limits. the line is drawn when you begin to become a nuisance to others or when you start to hold the group back in one way or another. my temper's merely average. i get angry and irritated just like everyone else, unlike yuanie whose temper i totally admire. and really, in 0week, with the exeception of yuanie (old friends are like wine) and a few others, there's no one i care about or like enough to tolerate their faults and truly want them to like me. so hate me for my honest opinions if you like. see if i care.

on the other hand, devica's coming back! i'm quite excited! maybe i should get her something to show her how much she's being missed. it's strange cause it's only when she's gone for a long time do i keep thinking of her. most of the time it's the opposite. when someone's just gone, you think of the person a lot but it sorta fades away after awhile. but there are those rare few that makes you think of them more the longer they've been away. i guess this is what you'd call 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'? haha..

i miss hiking and camping. like the outdoor-sy sort. give me a call if you've any lobang ya? sigh..